Tuesday, September 13, 2005
i realli duno wad's wif mi!
i realli wanna die sia
i keep tellin miself tt still gt tml morn 2 study
as if i will wake up like tt
aniwae... i woke up late todae again
study 1 hr den cannt take it went 2 watch tv
i realli duno wad 2 sae abt mi
i watch tv all da way frm 1 plus till nw
it's 12 midnite liao
haix... i realli giv up liao
2 b truthful lar
i realli nt aimin 4 an A or B
jux as long as i pass i veri happie liao
is tis suppose 2 b da mindset of mi??!!
i realli wonder
mi mum sae i alwaes aim 4 a jux pass tt's y i neber put in ani form of effort
mayb she's rite
i m alwaes like tt
i dare nt aim 4 high grades cux i learnt mi lesson liao
da last time i aimed 4 an A1 bt den gt B3 i was so sad
i tot i could make it cux i alwaes gt A1 4 tt subject
i learnt mi lesson hard sia
tt's wen i found out tt if u aim lower like a C6 n if u gt it u will b contented
if get C5 will b veri happie
i tink mi expectations realli fallin lower n lower
mayb tis would b gd in sum way
bt den i tink it's doin mi more bad den gd
i realli slack like hell... realli
arx!! i realli hooked on da show liao
hw??!! hw 2 get miself away frm da tv??!!
it's so temptin lo... wif all da discs sittin infront of mi
god... pls giv mi sum motivaiton 2 study!! realli!! pls!!
help nw!! SOS!!
pls giv mi sum motivation 2 study hard!!
i realli nd it nw!!
i duno wad's happenin 2 mi!!
pls let mi pass all mi modules!!
i promise i will try mi bex 2 at least read thru all da chpts!!
pls!! jux as long as i pass will do le
i realli dun wan 2 repeat module!!
it would b damn miserable!!
pls help mi mi holy god!! i thank you in advance!!
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